Finding Myself

Maybe some people thought that I've lost the passion I had before in blogging;; but that's so totally not true!
>:O

I assure you;; I'm still interested in blogging;; but I just don't have the time to get online as often as I can before..
That is sucky;; but I do like a lot my new schedule..
:DD

That's because I'm finally earning my own money;; and what's more iwth consistency!
That should be saying of something right???
But;; I'm quite a big spender...

Hehehe...

I admit it myself..

For those who didn't know;; I'm working with my aunt whom sells bags;; all kinds of bags!
But mostly it's handbags..

Our lot at first was located at Carrefour Wangsa Maju;; right in front the post office!
But then we have to move because we aren't seling enough bags to cover the workers' salaries..
Imagine;; how can anyone cope with RM10,000 plus rent???


Yeah;; it's very expensive right???
>:O

But;; the place is profitable; but sadly not profitable enough..
So;; my aunt decided to move...

..To a very secluded shopping mall that was ironically named;; THE Mall.
:D

Funny;; isn't it???
THE Mall.
I highlighted 'THE' because it sound like it as the hottest and coolest (no pun intended) mall in the vicinity;;
when;; in reality;; no one actually goes there.

We aren't actually working there;; we just sit and waste our time!
it's hard to find something to do to pass our time;; because we're too lazy to bring games or novels or such..

I want to tell you guys about my uncle.
He sucks.

Literally.
Why???
Because he has a MAJOR EGO PROBLEM.

Why did I say that??
because every single wrong thing he does;; he blames it on other people.
And who becomes his scapegoat??
The answer's not quite a surprise;; ME!!

TT^TT
I've cried because of him  multiple of times..
And he makess me do thing s I don't like to do;; like making me buy cigarettess for him.

Do you know how old I am??!!
I'm fifteen!!
And I'm a girl!!
And I'm a muslim!!

I'm an underaged citizen;; wearing a headscarf;; and moreover;; a female!!!!!!!!
What would people think?!!
I know he's not stupid;; but that night I believed his status dropped to quite close to it.

>:(

I hate him..
He spends money lavishly on us;; and then later he'll tell my aunt that we're gold diggers!!
How sucky can it gets??!!!

Working;; I found out that I am a very stubborn person..
I shouted at my uncle!! I didn't even respect him now..

Anger and hate work wonders to change a person't personality!

And I found out that I like being a salesgirl.

Every bag sold gives me this feeling of satisfaction;; and being in this business for a month;;
makes me see the world in a different light..
How there are so many types of people out there;; and how deep down;;
everyone is actually practically the same...

But one thing I did not learn;; is hyow to save money
;P

Yeah;; I did appreciate money more now that I know how hard it is to earn 1 ringgit;;
but I keep spending!

It doesn't help that since we keep not getting sales our salary's decreased from RM20 a day to RM10 a day..
:DD

Haaahaahahaa

I'm at a Cyber Cafe right now;; and my time is running out;;
actually there's only one minute left!

So;; I'll update again when I'm free!!

Ahaa ;P