Happiness!!

I'm really happy!! My father spoke to me!! But it was about a theory on how to solve the rubix cube ..

Well;; we just exchange a few lines between us;; but that's really something!

XD

Gosh;; I really jumped;; feeling thrilled and excited .. And just plain giddy!!


Yeah;; it shouldn't be a big deal;; afterall we lived in the same house and we're a family and yeah I know all the other crap;; but heyy;; I could have counted the times we even glanced at each other in this week!


That's not normal;; we should be talking to each other very often cause I don't really go to school anymore. But he's busy .. Sometimes I wish he would just stay at home and spend time with all of us ..


I wouldn't want to be alone with him;; it would feel really awkward .. But it was a while since we really sit down and talked like a father and his daughter would. I've been really uptight with him too;; now that I realize it.


Every time he entered the master bedroom and saw me watching the tv;; I'll get up and make my way to the exit .. It's just that he likes to watch football matches and I don't wanna interrupt him .. Though sometimes I do wonder to myself whether he's hurt or not his daughter did that to him.


I mean;; no matter how I put it;; it did seem like I'm avoiding my old man right?


It can't be helped I guess. That's just the way things are between us.


I think;; at the moment;; he didn't really need to talk to me. he's been very busy;; talking with me would only lead to stress or something (I'm not sure;; and I don't really know). I think he wants to focus on his work;; and just his work. I should just be generous and not bother him.


At least until this stressful period of work is over for him.
Until he can relax.

Kill me now.

I'm going to school tomorrow. Xfloze made me to.


She sounds pissed like heck;; I'm so not going to skip school tomorrow.


She just called;; saying that there's gonna be a- how to say it in English?? ... Pertandingan Pantun ... A Rhyming Quatrain With An Inner Resonance Competition. I looked up the word 'pantun' in the e-dictionary installed in my computer;; and it translates it to that. As weird as it sounds;; at least it doesn't sound boring. (Like it actually is in real life)


I have to bring;;

1. a batik (search for it in Wikipedia if you don't know what it is);;
2. some flowers (... I'll find a way to bring some;; though not real ones)
3. and some 'rhyming quatrain with an inner resonance';; the puzzle type

Yeah;; sounds like the perfect scene for doom and gloom tomorrow.