best birthday ever!

My 15th birthday is my best so far.
The presents I got;;

• A rabbit Doodoll.It's a quite cute bunny!
• A chocolate cake that's terribly chocolatey!
• A box of Ferrero Rochere chocolates. Yummy!
• The trip to Dubai.
• Meeting Azza again.

The 14th;; 15th and 16th December was great;; I have a really great time!!

14th December::

• Intan's phone went missing. TT^TT. We searched everywhere in The Mall;; but to no avail. It's practically a waste of time! We called and called;; and searched and searched (might I add again;; EVERYWHERE);; but it's just no use. In the end we gave up. She cried. I feel bad for her too...! TT^TT
• My aunt treat me out to dinner :D. It's really awesome!
• She surprised me with taking Fara-san along too! I'm really glad... My cousin;; Intan;; recovered from her very dreadful loss and bounced back to happiness. I'm glad she's back okay again! TT^TT. Really touched that Fara-san come along with us!
• The day I got my first birthday present! Fara-san gave the box of Ferrero Rochere I talked about. Really excited!

15th December::

• Meeting an old friend in the lrt. Really great~~~~!!!! :D

16th December::

• Meeting my best friend for the first time in a looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong time!!! I really love her to death! XDDDDD
• Going to the infamous Times Square together.
• We just take lots and lots and LOTS of pictures of us together. It's really awesome;; since it's the christmaas season;; the mall is transformed! The Lower Ground level's center had become a little village with traditional yellow cobbled streets. There's also Santa's sledge and snowmen wearing scarves! And there's glittering snow hanging from the very high ceiling... It's very magical and surreal!!
• Getting another birthday present in the form of a cute chocolate cake! I'm really touched.. Because Azza made it herself!! TT^TT
• Locky;; Azza's little brother came along and got himself lost... We have to search for him! It doesn't help that there's no way for us to contact him since he didn't have a phone. >:O What really got me and Azza worked up is that he's our PHOTOGRAPHER!!! So;; when he's gone;; we couldn't capture pictures of us together anymore!! It sucks ;-( We finally found him after 4 hours.
• I got myself birthday presents of my own! XD Since Times Square is so full of VERY CHEAP AND PRETTY clothes;; I bought a weird-shaped dark grey buttoned-up shirt and a blue vest with chunky gleaming silver (really??? It looks like it..?!) buttons for RM10 each.. How's that?! I feel really satisfied with my puchases this time...! Because it's like;; really CHEAP!!!
• Getting really WET when I crossed the road to go to Jusco. Yesterday rained really hard. My left shoe got off while I'm running;; IN THE RAIN! It's really embarassing;; and I have to turn back around to put it back on. Thank God it's raining so heavily;; I think people don't notice... I think?!
• When I was enjoying my McFlurry Oreo at McDonald's;; I saw a friend at school that I was quite close to... I pointed at her and (she's so really slow in reacting) she screamed. No kidding! She's really excited upon seeing me. What's funny is;; when we sat down and have a lively chat together;; she said she was thinking of how to give my present to me. In her hand she was holding this plastic bag. I asked her what did she got for me;; and she said to have a look. She commented that when she looked at it;; she remembered me. I was really curious so I opened the wrapped present;; to reveal... A strict looking Doodoll bunny! I just laughed. She's really mean! It even have blue chest hair!! XDD But it was just a joke... And I know that thing must be quite expensive... I really appreciate it! It's cute...!

That's basically how the past three days have been... And it's been the best three days in my life so far! Especially yesterday;; and I have some 50 pictures to prove it!! I love you Fara-san;; Intan;; Diddy;; Azza;; Locky;; Sai;; Takeshi;; Alfonso;; and everyone who wished me a happy birthday!!! I really appreciate you guys;; it's the best birthday for me ever!!! :DD I hope I can spend much more time with you again;; Azza and Locky!

Ahaa ;P

Unebelievable!

I'm at my mother's office right now. This is just unbelievable .. I should be sitting at home;; surfing the internet in bliss and eternal happiness;; but the most unfortunate thing happened. Suddenly my mom's voice could be heard calling my name from downstairs;; and naturally;; my response was;; "What the heck??!"

I went downstairs and she suddenly starts throwing suggestions .. "How about you come to the office and make yourself useful;; rather than sitting at home and wasting your life away in front of the computer??" She said with a sweet smile.


Though I'm not to be fooled. That's not a request;; that's an order! Even so she said it like she was suggesting it;; she forgot to add;; "Even if you don't want to you have to. There's no other choice available for you."


I mean;; she knows very well even if I did go to the office;; I was practically hopeless as I get bored easily;; thus that resulting on not really doing the job given properly.


=_=""


It's not really hard to admit it;; but it's kinda embarrassing though~


Anyway;; I've been here (at my mom's office) since 11 something till now;; and the clock in this screen shows it's approximately 4.30 PM.

Today turned out to be not as bad as I thought it would be;; I think it have something to do with my new rubix cube I brought along.


XD


Now that;; is awesomeness! :D


Anyway;; from morning till now I've been doing office work and it is kinda stressful cause my mom can't stop teasing me!

~O~"" Hoah~~!!


She said things like I wasn't a responsible person and stuff;; and don't know how to work .. I mean;; this is like;; what;; the second time I actually helped my mother with real paperwork!! What did she expect;;  a perfect;; clean result or something?


But I did make some silly mistakes .. And I'm not really a careful person;; the work I'm doing only involve some simple maths;; (though I've got to go through stashes of paper!)


But it feels great after I've done the work...


Makes me feel mature and can do anything;;
Ahaa ;P

Happiness!!

I'm really happy!! My father spoke to me!! But it was about a theory on how to solve the rubix cube ..

Well;; we just exchange a few lines between us;; but that's really something!

XD

Gosh;; I really jumped;; feeling thrilled and excited .. And just plain giddy!!


Yeah;; it shouldn't be a big deal;; afterall we lived in the same house and we're a family and yeah I know all the other crap;; but heyy;; I could have counted the times we even glanced at each other in this week!


That's not normal;; we should be talking to each other very often cause I don't really go to school anymore. But he's busy .. Sometimes I wish he would just stay at home and spend time with all of us ..


I wouldn't want to be alone with him;; it would feel really awkward .. But it was a while since we really sit down and talked like a father and his daughter would. I've been really uptight with him too;; now that I realize it.


Every time he entered the master bedroom and saw me watching the tv;; I'll get up and make my way to the exit .. It's just that he likes to watch football matches and I don't wanna interrupt him .. Though sometimes I do wonder to myself whether he's hurt or not his daughter did that to him.


I mean;; no matter how I put it;; it did seem like I'm avoiding my old man right?


It can't be helped I guess. That's just the way things are between us.


I think;; at the moment;; he didn't really need to talk to me. he's been very busy;; talking with me would only lead to stress or something (I'm not sure;; and I don't really know). I think he wants to focus on his work;; and just his work. I should just be generous and not bother him.


At least until this stressful period of work is over for him.
Until he can relax.

Everyone's messed up

Right about now;; everyone I know is messed up one way or another.

There's my housemaid. She'd have problems with her marriage since like;; ever.


And there's this guy I know. He went to school and doesn't find it interesting enough;; and cause problems just because he can. And he's kinda like sexually frustrated. Haahaa. What a joke. He should be perfect.


On the other side there's this girl I know. She's not just a girl I know;; she's my friend. She's precious to me;; I kinda love her. A lot of things happened yesterday;; I don't blame her for being so cold towards everyone at school today. I think I'm kinda like blaming myself.



There was also this other girl I fell in love with;; she's really amazing. She's so open-minded;; so carefree and happy that it's fun just being with her. She's good at making people laugh;; that's a rare gift to have. Everyone trusts her. She have so many responsibilities;; yet she tries her best to not get mad at everyone else. Something happened today;; and she's pissed like heck.


Another friend of mine is moving out of town. I wonder if she's gonna be okay? Yeah;; of course she will be. She's good at taking care of herself;; so independent;; and she's good at making people to like her. But I think she's been hiding her feelings. That's just a guess though.


I also happen to know a woman;; who have emotional issues. Maybe she's feeling empty? Yeap;; I think that's the core of the problem.


There is also this man I know;; he's been trying his hardest. Yet I know he was really wondering that maybe his hardest wasn't enough? He tries to be perfect;; yet he failed sometimes. I wanna say that it's okay if we let our guard down sometimes;; but in truth;; it's not. He would never believe it if I said it to him anyway.


And then there's me. Haahaa. I think my problem is I don't know hat my priorities are;; and what I want in life. So;; I decided to just have fun. Though it's kinda wrong.


Heh.


I wonder if I should go to school tomorrow?? If I wouldn't;; things are gonna be damaged for good. I'm predicting an ending of a short but sweet friendship;; if I don't go tomorrow. Ohh;; and there's also another friendship that I've begged to so it won't fall apart.


Those are my responsibilities. Even though I didn't care about them now;; they're still my responsibilities.


XD



Gosh. I've become so pathetic.

Uuuuuh~~!!!

Heyy guys~~!!!
Guess what??? Guess what;; guess what???


XD


I'm feeling really high right now;; and you know why????
Let me break the news to you guys;; PMRI is soooooooooooooooo totally over~~!!
XDDD

Yeay~~!!!
This feels really great;; better than awesome in fact!!
So;; today Form 3 students at SMIAAG are officially exam-free;; and at last we can enjoy our time~~~


Ohh;; the meaning of bliss;; I never thought I would only know it today;; now;; this very second!

XD

Syuichi is feeling super happy~~~!!!

ALHAMDULILLAH~~!!!! Allahu akbar! Allahu akbar! Allahu akbar!

Like any other person my age;; living in Malaysia;; this is like;; ONE OF THE BESTEST TIME EVER~!!!


The war is finally over;; this is just soooooooooooooo amazing!!
I mean;; this feels so amazing that I think I'm gonna drop dead any second now!!!

Okay;; that's over exaggerating but hey;; everyone exaggerates!!! 
So;; PMR is history;; so let's bring on the PMRI baby~~!!!


XDDDDDD
Ooooh;; feeling sooooo high~~