School!

Today was report card day. The dreaded day. It was like wainting to be hanged.

By your parents and your teachers.

I sneaked the camera to school (again). Wow;; twice in a week.

If it got confiscated;; I'll need to cry a sea of blood to make papa forgive me.

I love the yellow one :D

OMG Sai looked really cute!!! XDDD Really love this! ;P

She never failed to steal your hearts;; didn't she?? ;DDDDD  Nerd FACE!

 Me;; Xe and Nedy. We were at the office.

I came in with Sai to pay the school monthly fee.

:DDDDD

They look GORGEOUS.

The soon to be MAJORLY disappointed parents.

I mean;; why not??

Their kids didn't even get a single credit for a single subject.

:D
 The highlight of this post!

This is Bella...!!

And I seriously think she should audition for Twilight.

That movie's gonna make the cinemas burst if she starred in that!!

Doesn't she look GORGEOUS?!!!
 Ohh;; I looked hilarious in this.
 XDDDDDD

I LOVE her face!!!! Tsust me;; she's gorgeous-er in real life. >:O


Syuichi and Syudd!! :DDDD

Whoaa emo kid? Need a knife?

I was talking REALLY sweetly;; really friendly with my friend. Cause she's my freaking friend.


So here's the story::


Today alot of people's gonna have a really big sleepover at school. There's a big event coming up;; and that calls for shows and things like that;; and this is the rehersal. My friend was involved in one show.


Playing this kind of traditional music instrument called Angklung.

It was made from bamboo shoots and how to play it??? Have to shake it gently while holding it with your left hand. Quite cool.


She's involved with that.


Hence;; she's involved with the big event coming up I was talking about.


But being me;; I love asking about things that I already know the answer.


I only asked;; "Hey would you sleep at school today?"


And the freaking answer is some thing like;; "Yeah;; I'll be going home late. Oh no;; I forgot;; I won't be going home at all cause I'll be sleeping at school."


Sarcastic much? I was pretty annoyed and just got pissed and said;; "What;; you can't say it properly?"


"Yeah I can't. So?? You don't like it?"


...


Freaky Friday. What happened? She's one of my freaking close friends. I love her! She's really important to me.


BUt she've changed. Totally. I don't know what else to do. She's so far nowadays. Not just with me;; with Sai too. She barely cares about us anymore. WE DO.


All the break-ups;; the mess-ups;; the divorce. We're there for her. We want to. We chose to be there for her. We were not forced to be there for her.


Just hope she'll weather through this storm okay.

best birthday ever!

My 15th birthday is my best so far.
The presents I got;;

• A rabbit Doodoll.It's a quite cute bunny!
• A chocolate cake that's terribly chocolatey!
• A box of Ferrero Rochere chocolates. Yummy!
• The trip to Dubai.
• Meeting Azza again.

The 14th;; 15th and 16th December was great;; I have a really great time!!

14th December::

• Intan's phone went missing. TT^TT. We searched everywhere in The Mall;; but to no avail. It's practically a waste of time! We called and called;; and searched and searched (might I add again;; EVERYWHERE);; but it's just no use. In the end we gave up. She cried. I feel bad for her too...! TT^TT
• My aunt treat me out to dinner :D. It's really awesome!
• She surprised me with taking Fara-san along too! I'm really glad... My cousin;; Intan;; recovered from her very dreadful loss and bounced back to happiness. I'm glad she's back okay again! TT^TT. Really touched that Fara-san come along with us!
• The day I got my first birthday present! Fara-san gave the box of Ferrero Rochere I talked about. Really excited!

15th December::

• Meeting an old friend in the lrt. Really great~~~~!!!! :D

16th December::

• Meeting my best friend for the first time in a looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong time!!! I really love her to death! XDDDDD
• Going to the infamous Times Square together.
• We just take lots and lots and LOTS of pictures of us together. It's really awesome;; since it's the christmaas season;; the mall is transformed! The Lower Ground level's center had become a little village with traditional yellow cobbled streets. There's also Santa's sledge and snowmen wearing scarves! And there's glittering snow hanging from the very high ceiling... It's very magical and surreal!!
• Getting another birthday present in the form of a cute chocolate cake! I'm really touched.. Because Azza made it herself!! TT^TT
• Locky;; Azza's little brother came along and got himself lost... We have to search for him! It doesn't help that there's no way for us to contact him since he didn't have a phone. >:O What really got me and Azza worked up is that he's our PHOTOGRAPHER!!! So;; when he's gone;; we couldn't capture pictures of us together anymore!! It sucks ;-( We finally found him after 4 hours.
• I got myself birthday presents of my own! XD Since Times Square is so full of VERY CHEAP AND PRETTY clothes;; I bought a weird-shaped dark grey buttoned-up shirt and a blue vest with chunky gleaming silver (really??? It looks like it..?!) buttons for RM10 each.. How's that?! I feel really satisfied with my puchases this time...! Because it's like;; really CHEAP!!!
• Getting really WET when I crossed the road to go to Jusco. Yesterday rained really hard. My left shoe got off while I'm running;; IN THE RAIN! It's really embarassing;; and I have to turn back around to put it back on. Thank God it's raining so heavily;; I think people don't notice... I think?!
• When I was enjoying my McFlurry Oreo at McDonald's;; I saw a friend at school that I was quite close to... I pointed at her and (she's so really slow in reacting) she screamed. No kidding! She's really excited upon seeing me. What's funny is;; when we sat down and have a lively chat together;; she said she was thinking of how to give my present to me. In her hand she was holding this plastic bag. I asked her what did she got for me;; and she said to have a look. She commented that when she looked at it;; she remembered me. I was really curious so I opened the wrapped present;; to reveal... A strict looking Doodoll bunny! I just laughed. She's really mean! It even have blue chest hair!! XDD But it was just a joke... And I know that thing must be quite expensive... I really appreciate it! It's cute...!

That's basically how the past three days have been... And it's been the best three days in my life so far! Especially yesterday;; and I have some 50 pictures to prove it!! I love you Fara-san;; Intan;; Diddy;; Azza;; Locky;; Sai;; Takeshi;; Alfonso;; and everyone who wished me a happy birthday!!! I really appreciate you guys;; it's the best birthday for me ever!!! :DD I hope I can spend much more time with you again;; Azza and Locky!

Ahaa ;P

Everyone's messed up

Right about now;; everyone I know is messed up one way or another.

There's my housemaid. She'd have problems with her marriage since like;; ever.


And there's this guy I know. He went to school and doesn't find it interesting enough;; and cause problems just because he can. And he's kinda like sexually frustrated. Haahaa. What a joke. He should be perfect.


On the other side there's this girl I know. She's not just a girl I know;; she's my friend. She's precious to me;; I kinda love her. A lot of things happened yesterday;; I don't blame her for being so cold towards everyone at school today. I think I'm kinda like blaming myself.



There was also this other girl I fell in love with;; she's really amazing. She's so open-minded;; so carefree and happy that it's fun just being with her. She's good at making people laugh;; that's a rare gift to have. Everyone trusts her. She have so many responsibilities;; yet she tries her best to not get mad at everyone else. Something happened today;; and she's pissed like heck.


Another friend of mine is moving out of town. I wonder if she's gonna be okay? Yeah;; of course she will be. She's good at taking care of herself;; so independent;; and she's good at making people to like her. But I think she's been hiding her feelings. That's just a guess though.


I also happen to know a woman;; who have emotional issues. Maybe she's feeling empty? Yeap;; I think that's the core of the problem.


There is also this man I know;; he's been trying his hardest. Yet I know he was really wondering that maybe his hardest wasn't enough? He tries to be perfect;; yet he failed sometimes. I wanna say that it's okay if we let our guard down sometimes;; but in truth;; it's not. He would never believe it if I said it to him anyway.


And then there's me. Haahaa. I think my problem is I don't know hat my priorities are;; and what I want in life. So;; I decided to just have fun. Though it's kinda wrong.


Heh.


I wonder if I should go to school tomorrow?? If I wouldn't;; things are gonna be damaged for good. I'm predicting an ending of a short but sweet friendship;; if I don't go tomorrow. Ohh;; and there's also another friendship that I've begged to so it won't fall apart.


Those are my responsibilities. Even though I didn't care about them now;; they're still my responsibilities.


XD



Gosh. I've become so pathetic.

Is Xerox no more???

I was just wondering ...
I mean; what happened to us??

What made us change until we become like this???
I mean; we're not as close as we were ...

Xerox seems all wrecked up!
I wonder if we will survive this storm ...

I admit; I miss you~!!

We didn't really talk anymore.
Maybe it's just me; but I feel like we're drifting farther away from each other every single day!
I felt sad ...!

I mean; we've been good friends for nearly three years now!

Maybe sometimes our opinions differ; but you guys rock my world!
As much as I sometimes hate to admit. Yess *sigh*. You guys are not the only ones who found myself very egoistical. I think am an egoist too~!

But sometimes you're just so annoying! So irritating!
Ahaa ;P

I figured out you guys sometimes felt like that to me too.
Sometimes we are like strangers; enemies even.

But I always know our relationship will not really suffer.

But now I'm not so sure anymore.

You guys are just so cool ...
Too cool to be with me anyway
Ahaa ;P

Bitter; bitter me.

I guess sometimes I got carried away or something.

I know I am an emotional person. Yess; no lie!
I appreciate all you guys have done to me.

Sometimes you hurt me; I'll hurt you back.
Sometimes I scarred you; you scarred me back.
But always we loved each other.

The three of us always come back together after a fight.
We'll always stick for each other right???

I hope so ...

Because I think I'm still in love with you guys.

We are the B.A.G!

I'm the one in the middle ;) Love this to bits! I'll try to find the opportunity to scan this piece ...