My cousin

She's currently living with me
And she's ohh so stubborn!!!
>:C

I kinda dislike her..
And she's also selfish!

She sleeps with me in my room;; though in different beds;; mind;;
and she always piles up all the pillows on the bed she sleeps in;;
leaving me sleeping pillowless!

TT^TT

Sometimes she left me out..
Like yesterday;; she went out with my friend;;
without asking me to come along!!!

When I know that friend of mine surely asks about my absensce;;
but I know she'll answer that I said I didn't want to come along...

When she's the one who went out of the house with my aunt without my knowledge!

And then in the morning;; she tells me all about last night;;
I know she's trying to make me jealous..

TT^TT

But I'm tired of her;; I already know how she is in person;;
I'm tired of getting agry and pentin that emotion inside me..
So I decided to just let it go...

But I have a feeling that this will continue...
=_="

I don't know what's wrong with her;;
she's not really acting hostile towards me;;
but it's as if I'm the one in the wrong..

I get this feeling that she does all this on purpose!
Maybe I did something that made her feel hurt???

But when????
grr....!!!!

And I have to live with her till school starts..
My life had just turned sucky...??

Everyone's messed up

Right about now;; everyone I know is messed up one way or another.

There's my housemaid. She'd have problems with her marriage since like;; ever.


And there's this guy I know. He went to school and doesn't find it interesting enough;; and cause problems just because he can. And he's kinda like sexually frustrated. Haahaa. What a joke. He should be perfect.


On the other side there's this girl I know. She's not just a girl I know;; she's my friend. She's precious to me;; I kinda love her. A lot of things happened yesterday;; I don't blame her for being so cold towards everyone at school today. I think I'm kinda like blaming myself.



There was also this other girl I fell in love with;; she's really amazing. She's so open-minded;; so carefree and happy that it's fun just being with her. She's good at making people laugh;; that's a rare gift to have. Everyone trusts her. She have so many responsibilities;; yet she tries her best to not get mad at everyone else. Something happened today;; and she's pissed like heck.


Another friend of mine is moving out of town. I wonder if she's gonna be okay? Yeah;; of course she will be. She's good at taking care of herself;; so independent;; and she's good at making people to like her. But I think she's been hiding her feelings. That's just a guess though.


I also happen to know a woman;; who have emotional issues. Maybe she's feeling empty? Yeap;; I think that's the core of the problem.


There is also this man I know;; he's been trying his hardest. Yet I know he was really wondering that maybe his hardest wasn't enough? He tries to be perfect;; yet he failed sometimes. I wanna say that it's okay if we let our guard down sometimes;; but in truth;; it's not. He would never believe it if I said it to him anyway.


And then there's me. Haahaa. I think my problem is I don't know hat my priorities are;; and what I want in life. So;; I decided to just have fun. Though it's kinda wrong.


Heh.


I wonder if I should go to school tomorrow?? If I wouldn't;; things are gonna be damaged for good. I'm predicting an ending of a short but sweet friendship;; if I don't go tomorrow. Ohh;; and there's also another friendship that I've begged to so it won't fall apart.


Those are my responsibilities. Even though I didn't care about them now;; they're still my responsibilities.


XD



Gosh. I've become so pathetic.

Chugulle???! XD