Stalker Ants

It's really awkward;; you know;; seeing a few ants in my room and seeing that few ants in my toilet when I was showering.

Whoaa emo kid? Need a knife?

I was talking REALLY sweetly;; really friendly with my friend. Cause she's my freaking friend.


So here's the story::


Today alot of people's gonna have a really big sleepover at school. There's a big event coming up;; and that calls for shows and things like that;; and this is the rehersal. My friend was involved in one show.


Playing this kind of traditional music instrument called Angklung.

It was made from bamboo shoots and how to play it??? Have to shake it gently while holding it with your left hand. Quite cool.


She's involved with that.


Hence;; she's involved with the big event coming up I was talking about.


But being me;; I love asking about things that I already know the answer.


I only asked;; "Hey would you sleep at school today?"


And the freaking answer is some thing like;; "Yeah;; I'll be going home late. Oh no;; I forgot;; I won't be going home at all cause I'll be sleeping at school."


Sarcastic much? I was pretty annoyed and just got pissed and said;; "What;; you can't say it properly?"


"Yeah I can't. So?? You don't like it?"


...


Freaky Friday. What happened? She's one of my freaking close friends. I love her! She's really important to me.


BUt she've changed. Totally. I don't know what else to do. She's so far nowadays. Not just with me;; with Sai too. She barely cares about us anymore. WE DO.


All the break-ups;; the mess-ups;; the divorce. We're there for her. We want to. We chose to be there for her. We were not forced to be there for her.


Just hope she'll weather through this storm okay.

Freakish Nightmare

D***. I woke up today with my heart racing and my eyes wide open;; and my mind was screaming things like;; "Run away!!";; "Don't look!!";; "Get away from there!!!"


Yeap;; sounds cliche';; maybe even sounds pretentious;; like I was making those up so the story will become more interesting;; but it's true. 

O_O


The nightmare I experienced yesterday was like an idea of a horror movie;; unfinished and I vaguely thought that it doesnt' have any beginning. All there is to the nightmare is actually just the killings;; there's no story whatsoever. It's like the victims were actual citizens;; and they were picked by random just for the sake to make the horror movie gruesome and grotesque;; thus watcheable and fulfilling. 

It was really scaryy;; because it was realistically detailed and life-like. No;; not really life-like;; in my dream it was like a colorless anime. The surroundings were made up of modern buildings from neat;; tidy and perfectly crisp lines;; very clean work of art. The characters;; they are drawn neatly too;; and to perfection. The backgrounds are very realistic;; like I said;; it was like in a horror movie.


They move very flawlessly;; fluidly;; without knowing what would happen to them ...


There's this two modern;; working women;; they're walking in the middle of the city;; they are heading aganst the tide of the large wacves of crowd that went the opposite way. It was a scene that looked like it was in Japan;; what with the big crowds;; many suit-wearing businessmen busily talking on their phones;; and I nearly caught a whiff of the lingering smell of food in the air- it's lovely.

The two women;; really;; the way they dress doesn't show their age;; now that I think about it. 

@____@"" Urhgh ...~!


I think they might be high-schoolers;; because of the way they dress. Both wear short skirts;; but they were unbelievably tall! That's why I thought they're older .. They have these long;; slender legs that were attached with a slim;; shapely upper torso;; and gorgeous hair and a very confident air around them.


Eye-candyy;; no doubt.

Then;; all of a sudden;; their necks disappear;; with sticky;; red liquid smearing their faces and their bodies. The weird thing is;; no one notices;; no one cares;; no one screams. The girls' eyes are both wide open in shock;; and in horror.


It's d*** freaky;; d*** scary. Freaks me out like hell.


And yet ... Why does everyone ignores something like that?? ..


It really makes me wonder .. Is this the true nature of humans;; is this the reality that everyone was trying to conceal;; to veil;; to protect what should be exposed ..


~O~"" Hoah~~!!



Their heads fell to the earth;; without making a sound. Their heads roll with abandon. What's even freakier is that there's no blood coming from the lolling heads;; they just .. rollling around ..


What actually happened???


I don't know .. Urgh ..!