I had the worst day today....
I brood for practically the whole time I as in school because I was so sad you know???
This was what happened::
Okay there's this celebration tomorrow;; it's for Teacher's Day
And every form are required to make at least a performance and the time slot was only for max ten minutes.
Then;; us Form 4 students decided to make a video as a tribute of sorts.
Then suddenly the job was given to me;; and I have to do it.
At first I didn't mind;; cause I thought it would be after the school reopen you know???
And then; this Monday I found out that actually;; it's this freaking FRIDAY.
I'm cool;; cause Ayu agreed to do it all of a sudden.
So for two days my family's video camera goes into her possession.
Then.
My dad got pissed.
And I couldn't bring it to school anymore because of a mistake I made.
The thing wasn't even finished yet.
Then.
That's why I'm so moody today.
I felt so sorry for myself.
ohh..
But;; it's all sorted out now.
I'll bring the video camera tomorrow and Ayu will finish it.
Allah fated us meet for a reason.
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Thursday, June 3, 2010
Thursday, October 29, 2009
Happiness!!
I'm really happy!! My father spoke to me!! But it was about a theory on how to solve the rubix cube ..
Well;; we just exchange a few lines between us;; but that's really something!
XD
Gosh;; I really jumped;; feeling thrilled and excited .. And just plain giddy!!
Yeah;; it shouldn't be a big deal;; afterall we lived in the same house and we're a family and yeah I know all the other crap;; but heyy;; I could have counted the times we even glanced at each other in this week!
That's not normal;; we should be talking to each other very often cause I don't really go to school anymore. But he's busy .. Sometimes I wish he would just stay at home and spend time with all of us ..
I wouldn't want to be alone with him;; it would feel really awkward .. But it was a while since we really sit down and talked like a father and his daughter would. I've been really uptight with him too;; now that I realize it.
Every time he entered the master bedroom and saw me watching the tv;; I'll get up and make my way to the exit .. It's just that he likes to watch football matches and I don't wanna interrupt him .. Though sometimes I do wonder to myself whether he's hurt or not his daughter did that to him.
I mean;; no matter how I put it;; it did seem like I'm avoiding my old man right?
It can't be helped I guess. That's just the way things are between us.
I think;; at the moment;; he didn't really need to talk to me. he's been very busy;; talking with me would only lead to stress or something (I'm not sure;; and I don't really know). I think he wants to focus on his work;; and just his work. I should just be generous and not bother him.
At least until this stressful period of work is over for him.
Until he can relax.
Well;; we just exchange a few lines between us;; but that's really something!
XD
Gosh;; I really jumped;; feeling thrilled and excited .. And just plain giddy!!
Yeah;; it shouldn't be a big deal;; afterall we lived in the same house and we're a family and yeah I know all the other crap;; but heyy;; I could have counted the times we even glanced at each other in this week!
That's not normal;; we should be talking to each other very often cause I don't really go to school anymore. But he's busy .. Sometimes I wish he would just stay at home and spend time with all of us ..
I wouldn't want to be alone with him;; it would feel really awkward .. But it was a while since we really sit down and talked like a father and his daughter would. I've been really uptight with him too;; now that I realize it.
Every time he entered the master bedroom and saw me watching the tv;; I'll get up and make my way to the exit .. It's just that he likes to watch football matches and I don't wanna interrupt him .. Though sometimes I do wonder to myself whether he's hurt or not his daughter did that to him.
I mean;; no matter how I put it;; it did seem like I'm avoiding my old man right?
It can't be helped I guess. That's just the way things are between us.
I think;; at the moment;; he didn't really need to talk to me. he's been very busy;; talking with me would only lead to stress or something (I'm not sure;; and I don't really know). I think he wants to focus on his work;; and just his work. I should just be generous and not bother him.
At least until this stressful period of work is over for him.
Until he can relax.
Sunday, October 25, 2009
Freakish Nightmare
D***. I woke up today with my heart racing and my eyes wide open;; and my mind was screaming things like;; "Run away!!";; "Don't look!!";; "Get away from there!!!"
Yeap;; sounds cliche';; maybe even sounds pretentious;; like I was making those up so the story will become more interesting;; but it's true.
O_O
The nightmare I experienced yesterday was like an idea of a horror movie;; unfinished and I vaguely thought that it doesnt' have any beginning. All there is to the nightmare is actually just the killings;; there's no story whatsoever. It's like the victims were actual citizens;; and they were picked by random just for the sake to make the horror movie gruesome and grotesque;; thus watcheable and fulfilling.
It was really scaryy;; because it was realistically detailed and life-like. No;; not really life-like;; in my dream it was like a colorless anime. The surroundings were made up of modern buildings from neat;; tidy and perfectly crisp lines;; very clean work of art. The characters;; they are drawn neatly too;; and to perfection. The backgrounds are very realistic;; like I said;; it was like in a horror movie.
They move very flawlessly;; fluidly;; without knowing what would happen to them ...
There's this two modern;; working women;; they're walking in the middle of the city;; they are heading aganst the tide of the large wacves of crowd that went the opposite way. It was a scene that looked like it was in Japan;; what with the big crowds;; many suit-wearing businessmen busily talking on their phones;; and I nearly caught a whiff of the lingering smell of food in the air- it's lovely.
The two women;; really;; the way they dress doesn't show their age;; now that I think about it.
@____@"" Urhgh ...~!
I think they might be high-schoolers;; because of the way they dress. Both wear short skirts;; but they were unbelievably tall! That's why I thought they're older .. They have these long;; slender legs that were attached with a slim;; shapely upper torso;; and gorgeous hair and a very confident air around them.
Eye-candyy;; no doubt.
Then;; all of a sudden;; their necks disappear;; with sticky;; red liquid smearing their faces and their bodies. The weird thing is;; no one notices;; no one cares;; no one screams. The girls' eyes are both wide open in shock;; and in horror.
It's d*** freaky;; d*** scary. Freaks me out like hell.
And yet ... Why does everyone ignores something like that?? ..
It really makes me wonder .. Is this the true nature of humans;; is this the reality that everyone was trying to conceal;; to veil;; to protect what should be exposed ..
~O~"" Hoah~~!!
Their heads fell to the earth;; without making a sound. Their heads roll with abandon. What's even freakier is that there's no blood coming from the lolling heads;; they just .. rollling around ..
What actually happened???
I don't know .. Urgh ..!
Yeap;; sounds cliche';; maybe even sounds pretentious;; like I was making those up so the story will become more interesting;; but it's true.
O_O
The nightmare I experienced yesterday was like an idea of a horror movie;; unfinished and I vaguely thought that it doesnt' have any beginning. All there is to the nightmare is actually just the killings;; there's no story whatsoever. It's like the victims were actual citizens;; and they were picked by random just for the sake to make the horror movie gruesome and grotesque;; thus watcheable and fulfilling.
It was really scaryy;; because it was realistically detailed and life-like. No;; not really life-like;; in my dream it was like a colorless anime. The surroundings were made up of modern buildings from neat;; tidy and perfectly crisp lines;; very clean work of art. The characters;; they are drawn neatly too;; and to perfection. The backgrounds are very realistic;; like I said;; it was like in a horror movie.
They move very flawlessly;; fluidly;; without knowing what would happen to them ...
There's this two modern;; working women;; they're walking in the middle of the city;; they are heading aganst the tide of the large wacves of crowd that went the opposite way. It was a scene that looked like it was in Japan;; what with the big crowds;; many suit-wearing businessmen busily talking on their phones;; and I nearly caught a whiff of the lingering smell of food in the air- it's lovely.
The two women;; really;; the way they dress doesn't show their age;; now that I think about it.
@____@"" Urhgh ...~!
I think they might be high-schoolers;; because of the way they dress. Both wear short skirts;; but they were unbelievably tall! That's why I thought they're older .. They have these long;; slender legs that were attached with a slim;; shapely upper torso;; and gorgeous hair and a very confident air around them.
Eye-candyy;; no doubt.
Then;; all of a sudden;; their necks disappear;; with sticky;; red liquid smearing their faces and their bodies. The weird thing is;; no one notices;; no one cares;; no one screams. The girls' eyes are both wide open in shock;; and in horror.
It's d*** freaky;; d*** scary. Freaks me out like hell.
And yet ... Why does everyone ignores something like that?? ..
It really makes me wonder .. Is this the true nature of humans;; is this the reality that everyone was trying to conceal;; to veil;; to protect what should be exposed ..
~O~"" Hoah~~!!
Their heads fell to the earth;; without making a sound. Their heads roll with abandon. What's even freakier is that there's no blood coming from the lolling heads;; they just .. rollling around ..
What actually happened???
I don't know .. Urgh ..!
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