I'm the family butler

This recent family vacation had truly made me face up my fears.


I think family vacations are a real pain. The trip to Dubai last year had more made me cringe than feel excited when it came to my memories.


I mean;; being close to your family is a tough thing to ask from any teenager.


There were a lot of emotions running high during our trip this year too.


But nevertheless;; Amsterdam is astounding;; Zurich is highly and shockingly civilized;; Paris is breathtaking;; Brussels is a delightful surprise;; and London is very enigmatic. Shockingly so.


So I'll tell you the roles of my family members::
my littlest sister is the family princess
my second littlest is the wild card
my third littlest is my brother's shadow
my brother is the family joker
and me?
quite incidentally;; the family butler


I was the one who's always on the end of doing things. Seriously;; have all men in this generation turned to sissies? I remembered in the good old days;; where men were the ones who take the cattle back to the farms and gotta go to work to feed their families and yadda yadda yadda. Gone were those days.


At least in my family they don't still believe that.


I'm a freaking superwoman. I had to wash the dishes;; and these people;; FYI;; eat a freaking lot. We walked alot so we ate alot. And I have to pull the big freaking bags. Each of them are the size of five babies on top of each other.

And my brother Harry got sick accidentally on purpose. Subtitle:: he's a lazy ass and was given the slip and didn't have to do all the tough stuff.


The family princess;; Ayra;; just knows how to hit. Hitgirl. Her other nickname. Her aegyo made me wanna barf. She loves acting like a baby;; and she's freaking five years old. She's tall enough to be my arm-wrest when I'm sitting on a stool.


The wild card;; Bobby;; could be kinda annoying. But she's really cute actually. There was this one time I was just sitting quietly at a corner trying to concentrate on making teary faces when she suddenly came to me and stood in front of me;; and start pointing at me and laughing. She cracks me up most of the times. I was seriously having an emotional time.


Hail King Dad;; his reign had made me realize that I'm a total black sheep in this freaking family.


:O

Happiness!!

I'm really happy!! My father spoke to me!! But it was about a theory on how to solve the rubix cube ..

Well;; we just exchange a few lines between us;; but that's really something!

XD

Gosh;; I really jumped;; feeling thrilled and excited .. And just plain giddy!!


Yeah;; it shouldn't be a big deal;; afterall we lived in the same house and we're a family and yeah I know all the other crap;; but heyy;; I could have counted the times we even glanced at each other in this week!


That's not normal;; we should be talking to each other very often cause I don't really go to school anymore. But he's busy .. Sometimes I wish he would just stay at home and spend time with all of us ..


I wouldn't want to be alone with him;; it would feel really awkward .. But it was a while since we really sit down and talked like a father and his daughter would. I've been really uptight with him too;; now that I realize it.


Every time he entered the master bedroom and saw me watching the tv;; I'll get up and make my way to the exit .. It's just that he likes to watch football matches and I don't wanna interrupt him .. Though sometimes I do wonder to myself whether he's hurt or not his daughter did that to him.


I mean;; no matter how I put it;; it did seem like I'm avoiding my old man right?


It can't be helped I guess. That's just the way things are between us.


I think;; at the moment;; he didn't really need to talk to me. he's been very busy;; talking with me would only lead to stress or something (I'm not sure;; and I don't really know). I think he wants to focus on his work;; and just his work. I should just be generous and not bother him.


At least until this stressful period of work is over for him.
Until he can relax.

Just been dumped!!!

Oomg;;
I felt really bad!!
I've just been dumped by my dad!!


At this moment;; this time;;
I was supposed to be at the surau!
I was supposed to be praying the Terawih prayer with the others there!!


I really missed Terawih prayers at the surau;;
I mean I haven't gone there for a week now!!!
And today I finally got the chance to go there;;
my dad left me behind.


I was only having a mere 12 minutes or so shower! (Usually it's thirty minutes;; period!)
I was only late for a few measly seconds;; and I was left at home ...


There's really so much to love about the terawih prayers!
And;; what's more;; now is the last ten days in the month of Ramadhan!!
Ahaa ;P
This is so exciting;; as it's in this period of days that Lailatul Qadr will happen.

What is lailatul qadr?? It's practically the most awesomest night ever in this holy month. When we prayed on the Lailatul Qadr;; our prayers will be answered. Who prayed hard on that night;; the pahala is the same as praying for a thousand years.


Candy huh???
I know;; it's a treat!! And Lailatul Qadr is only available for the Prophet Muhammad's descendant ... I don't whether this last sentece is correct grammatically and literally ...


No matter! The point is;; I've been dumped.
By;; like;; the man I love the most on earth. This is soooooo devastating!!