Happiness!!

I'm really happy!! My father spoke to me!! But it was about a theory on how to solve the rubix cube ..

Well;; we just exchange a few lines between us;; but that's really something!

XD

Gosh;; I really jumped;; feeling thrilled and excited .. And just plain giddy!!


Yeah;; it shouldn't be a big deal;; afterall we lived in the same house and we're a family and yeah I know all the other crap;; but heyy;; I could have counted the times we even glanced at each other in this week!


That's not normal;; we should be talking to each other very often cause I don't really go to school anymore. But he's busy .. Sometimes I wish he would just stay at home and spend time with all of us ..


I wouldn't want to be alone with him;; it would feel really awkward .. But it was a while since we really sit down and talked like a father and his daughter would. I've been really uptight with him too;; now that I realize it.


Every time he entered the master bedroom and saw me watching the tv;; I'll get up and make my way to the exit .. It's just that he likes to watch football matches and I don't wanna interrupt him .. Though sometimes I do wonder to myself whether he's hurt or not his daughter did that to him.


I mean;; no matter how I put it;; it did seem like I'm avoiding my old man right?


It can't be helped I guess. That's just the way things are between us.


I think;; at the moment;; he didn't really need to talk to me. he's been very busy;; talking with me would only lead to stress or something (I'm not sure;; and I don't really know). I think he wants to focus on his work;; and just his work. I should just be generous and not bother him.


At least until this stressful period of work is over for him.
Until he can relax.