Happiness!!

I'm really happy!! My father spoke to me!! But it was about a theory on how to solve the rubix cube ..

Well;; we just exchange a few lines between us;; but that's really something!

XD

Gosh;; I really jumped;; feeling thrilled and excited .. And just plain giddy!!


Yeah;; it shouldn't be a big deal;; afterall we lived in the same house and we're a family and yeah I know all the other crap;; but heyy;; I could have counted the times we even glanced at each other in this week!


That's not normal;; we should be talking to each other very often cause I don't really go to school anymore. But he's busy .. Sometimes I wish he would just stay at home and spend time with all of us ..


I wouldn't want to be alone with him;; it would feel really awkward .. But it was a while since we really sit down and talked like a father and his daughter would. I've been really uptight with him too;; now that I realize it.


Every time he entered the master bedroom and saw me watching the tv;; I'll get up and make my way to the exit .. It's just that he likes to watch football matches and I don't wanna interrupt him .. Though sometimes I do wonder to myself whether he's hurt or not his daughter did that to him.


I mean;; no matter how I put it;; it did seem like I'm avoiding my old man right?


It can't be helped I guess. That's just the way things are between us.


I think;; at the moment;; he didn't really need to talk to me. he's been very busy;; talking with me would only lead to stress or something (I'm not sure;; and I don't really know). I think he wants to focus on his work;; and just his work. I should just be generous and not bother him.


At least until this stressful period of work is over for him.
Until he can relax.

KLCC sees us again ;)

My legs are feeling really numb right now. Really;; really numb. My body aches all over;; espeacially my waist!! (Oomg is this the sign of the old days are coming;; slowly but surely??!!)

TT_TT

The horror~~!!!

Ohh;; neways the reason for all this is because we went dating again. Ahaa ;P
Me and Sai of course. 

Her mother came pick me up kinda like the same time as yesterday;; and we also head home kind alike at the same time we went home yesterday. Deja-vu much?

Ahaa  ;P 


I don't know about Sai;; but my legs are really glad right now cuz finally they can rest! Cuz since we arrived;; we've been walking and walking and walking;; going here;; there;; and everywhere!!

We browsed through the Toys'R'Us store;; now that is what I like to talk bout! We went there cuz I want to buy a rubix cube;; cuz everyone's in my school are just like;; sooooooooooooooooooo crazyy about that little cube with multi-colored squares!! And I was kinda envious of the intelligent people who owned those things (and actually know how to solve them!).. Ahaa ;P

Anyway we got more than we bargained for;; there's really lots of fun things at that place! I mean;; I know toys are for kids;; but I don't really care as I walked inside the store;; feeling this and feeling that;; pressing where those signs  pointed ("press me!").

XD

I found some really cool stuffs there;; I especially LOVE the masks on sell. There's the frankestein mask;; the vampire mask;; the uhly old man mask;; and other scary masks that I think was for Halloween. They're wonderfully;; ghastly;; detailedly realistic! My sister would scream her head off if she saw me in one! (Bliss~~)


I was really itching to take pictures there and then wearing those masks;; but I'm afraid that the guys working there wouldn't let me ..


~o~"" Hoah~~!


Neways there also roses (red;; orange and other colors) made from cotton I think. Those are just sooooo cool! 

And there are also;; ermm .. Uhh .. babies .. 
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...
....

O_O"

I don't know whether I've told you guys before;; but I don't like those doll-babies that make sounds and move when we touched. They gave me the shudders ..! They'r just scary ya know;; with their wide;; open eyes and artificial smile and those little hands and feet that weren't delicate at all ..!How could anyone think those things babies are adorable??!! I cannot make my mind to accept that fact;; cuz I assure you it's not even a myth;; it's fiction i.e fantasy i.e not real.


Ohh;; and we did found rubix cubes. When we came upon;; we saw two types;; the 2x2 and the 3x3. I've never evver seen the 2x2 type before; it's so cool! I 've said that it must be alot easier than the 3x3 one;; but Sai actually disagreed. She said it's harder;; for some reason. Huh.


The depressing news is;; I haven't got enough money. Yeah;; I'm practically killing my legs to own that thing;; but in the end I still couldn't own one. Ironically;; it's because I was poor. Urgghhh!!!


X# Grrrr~~!!



*Depression mode*

,>A<, *sob sob*


~O~""


Let bygones be bygones .. But I really wanted a rubix cube of my own though. Really really really want one for me;; my self and I. I mean;; it looks super cool (to me) when someone was doing something while the hands are moving;; solving the cube without even glancing at it. Looks really mature and intelligent and just;; really cool!

XDDD!!!

And I want to be one. Ahaa ;P

Our lunch was in a bentou box;; and the gastronomic journey is indeed unique. The food .. I kinda like don't believe that Japanese food would be so tasteless! Seriously! I was feeling excited;; I mean;; it's like I'm in a manga in one of those eating scenes! I even said "Itadakimasu~" like they all did in the mangas to create the atmosphere! When we actually bought the bentou box;; it was bliss for me;; 'ohh this is so awesome!!' I thought at that moment.


We didn't use chopsticks. There aren't any available there. So we used our hands and popped half an onigiri each inside our open mouths. A few seconds of silence while we ate. Then;; conversation. Popped another one in. Conversation. Another one goes in. Conversation. Laughter. No more onigiris left. Then it dawned on me;; is this the true meaning of tasteless??

Then we started on the sushi. the feeling of disappointment weighed down on me. My tongue might as well have been paralyzed;; I feel like I was eating a munchable solid;; not food. There is no taste attached to sushi. At all. And the soy sauce tastes weird! And the wasabi?? Huh. Tasteless too. 

~O~"" Hoah~~!

We went to Kinokuniya again;; and I picked up some  Japanese mags that have gorgeous models on the covers with perfect hair and perfect fashion sense. Ohh;; my love for anything Japan-related was renewed! 

*0*

I fell in love again;; and VERY DEEPLY this time. I'm sure Japanese doesn't ever have a bad hair day. So sure of it. And the girls;; ohh lovely! 

XD

Their skin is so clean and beautiful and healthy;; and such wonderful smiles! And their bodies are so skinny;; their hair so perfect! I especially love their eyes;; cute~!



We had a blast of a time at the KLCC. XD. Sai;; you rocks my world dear.



:)


That's that!